July 17, 2002
Days go by...

And still I think of you

wish you were here

So, it's been almost a year since I last saw Dogstar live.
Is it possible to miss someone you've never met?
Probably not. Yet, I still find myself wondering how he's doing down there in Sydney. Hoping that he's not feeling frustrated at the delays in filming, hoping he's having a good time. Then shaking my head at myself.
Of course he is. He's working. Working on a project he loves, with outstanding people.
We should all be so lucky.

Days when I couldn't live my life without you.

I guess I have always been a fan of his but I never really thought about it.
I just went to movies.
The internet has changed fandom. Especially the expression and fellowship.
This site and blog are just an expression of admiration and an attempt at fellowship, like when I covered my walls and locker with pictures of Van Halen. It's just the 21st century now. I liked when I connected and made a new friend because "Hey! Have you heard Diver Down yet?", and I like connecting with people because "You know, I thought Hardball was gonna suck, but I liked it, too!"
You all rock. For someone that is still pegged as a "meathead" by many( but of course, we know better), Keanu has amazingly bright, and thoughtful fans.
Of course, I still have pictures on my walls. But they aren't cut out of magazines and taped or tacked.
My Hamlet poster is mounted and framed, as is my Dogstar Fillmore poster.
It's not idolatry...it's ART.
Because I'm a grown-up.

Even if I do still squeal at times.

Without you...

There really is an "out of sight, out of mind" factor. I have to admit, I haven't even thought of Kiefer in a while. of course, when 24's new season starts I'll rekindle that torrid affair.
I wonder if I would still think of Keanu every day if I didn't have the site, or wasn't online.
Or, you know....had a life.

Ah well, no sense in worrying about that for the time being.

spoony | from inside the mind of krix at July 17, 2002 01:36 PM .

I still would if I were not online.

Being online is just fuelling the fire...

I'm stoked already...LOL

Posted by: Keanuette on July 17, 2002 03:03 PM

Damn am I glad that I am not the only one.

Posted by: Tyler on July 17, 2002 06:49 PM

No - you certainly are not alone.
Have you seen the interview where Keanu says - he feels like he is cheating on the Norton when he rides the Harley?
For you it's Keifer and for me it's Tobey - but like you say those fires need stoking. The Keanu thing is a raging bush fire - no matter what!

Posted by: zel on July 17, 2002 07:22 PM

I just keep remembering the quote where he says he is going out to sea for a long time and hopes to return bearing gifts...and no way are you alone, the things we think, the things we think...

Posted by: tess on July 18, 2002 02:51 AM

I think he would be completely blown away if he could read our minds and knew our thoughts...

No, you are not alone by any stretch of the imagination.

Posted by: anne on July 18, 2002 05:11 AM

If I could choose to, I would not only think keanuthoughts daily, I would dream keanudreams nightly. Just for the record... : )

Posted by: Lori on July 18, 2002 03:42 PM
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